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There aren't a lot of perks in facing your imminent demise come sunrise, but the Doctor has managed to grab on to a few. Perk One: If they know that tonight could very well be your last night on earth, they're going to put you up in very posh lodgings. (Of course, in 14th century England, this roughly equates to a mite-free mattress and not having to share your chamber pot with three other people, but all's fair in love and Medieval diplomacy.) Perk Two: If you are allowed to choose the contents of your last meal and you ask for fish custard, the people who are guarding you are going to give you a very strange look but will not, for the most part, object to you saying that you want to pop down to the bin to make it yourself. Which is when you manage to lose them in the castle's maze of twisting, windy stone corridors.

Actually, this perk might be better than the one about the chamber pot.

Given the volume of the shouting coming from far distant hallways, the Doctor figures he has about fifteen minutes before his dine-and-dash tactic is discovered. 'Plenty of time to find Amy and see that this whole "upon the morning" business is sorted before anyone gets hurt. Specifically, the Doctor himself.

The hallways are like highways, clogged with people and very irritated guards, so the Doctor has taken the overpass. Actually, he's taken the ledge outside one of the castle windows, scooting along the narrow cropping of stone, fingers dug into the mortar. He pokes his head into a window, only to get a chorus of high-pitched screams in return --

"Sorry, ladies! I'll be on my way. Sorry for the intrusion. Lovely bathrobes, by the way!"

-- before he edges along the wall to the next set of windows.

On the massive, four-poster bed in one of the rooms, the Doctor sees a pair of black leggings and a leather jacket. Amy. He grips the window frame and leans in, tapping his knuckle against the leaded glass.

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'Tingle of sensation on the back of his neck, sharp and sudden. Her kiss has a kind of energy about it; sort of like when you scuff your bare socks on the carpet and touch a doorknob. It sends little shockwaves up and down his arms. "Hold tight," he tells her, easing the side of his knee against the horse's flank. They clop out of the stall and the Doctor turns the reins toward the door. 'Gives Amy a look. "No, really. Hold on."

He gives the horse a kick and slaps the reins against the side of its neck. The animal rears briefly on its hind legs before descending with a clop and the big muscles gather strength, propelling the riders out of the stables and into the night.

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Amy obeys the request, her arms tightening around his waist. He's small and thin but not frail, and she knows there is a world of strength behind his chest, in his hands.

Then the wind is slapping at her face and she buries her head against his shoulder to push away the sting. The world is rushing around them and all she can do is hold on. It's exhilerating, overwhelming, and her heart is racing as fast as their pace.

It really is like something out of a fairy tale, right now.

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The Lady Fitzalan keeps a good horse. It knows the ground. It's slightly impetuous at an unfamiliar pair of riders, but the Doctor is better with horses than he is with didookbos (clearly) and he can sense when the animal is starting to get churlish. The moor flattens out ahead of them. Beyond the scrape of the horizon, the sea lifts up like a veil. The Doctor feels Amy's arms around his middle like two bands of steel. Her knuckles press into his shirt buttons. He wants to tell her that she doesn't have to hold on that tightly, but he doesn't have the heart.

Besides, it's sort of nice.

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She likes holding on that tight, if truth be told. Amy likes the feeling of him being a sort of anchor for her to the world around them, something that is keeping her safe - and yet holding complete danger only at arm's length. They are not an unstoppable force by any means, but they are together and that counts for something to her. More than she's willing to voice, at that, but still it is something.

Amy smiles against the wind, her chin tucking against his shoulder for a place to rest and still see the view as it rushes towards them.

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The rocky ground falls away behind them; in the distance, the TARDIS cuts an eerie, almost Stonehenge-like figure against the black sky. The Doctor leans forward over the horse's mane, streamlining his body (and Amy's, by extension), when the horse takes a small jump over a scraggly creekbed. He lets out a "whoop!" of excitement when they land on the other side; 'turns his head round on his shoulders and feeds Amy a big, bright grin.

Adventuring is brilliant fun!

The TARDIS is getting closer now, and the Doctor pulls up on the reins to ease the horse into a slower canter. He swings a hand around to help Amy out of the saddle, then joins her on the ground. "There now, old girl," with a fond pat to the horse's neck, "that was brilliant." The animal blows a breath through its nostrils and puts down its head to nibble on the grass around the base of the TARDIS.

"Some people just can't take a compliment," the Doctor observes. 'Gestures to the TARDIS doors. "Shall we?"

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Adventuring really is great fun. In fact it's wonderful, something Amy doesn't think she could get enough of if she tried. Being with him like this makes her not only smile but feel an uncontrollable swelling in her chest, and consequently her heart. The smile stays with her and doesn't fade, even when they swing into a dismount.

"I think I like going by horseback," she says. "Can we sightsee that way once in awhile?"

She also likes being that close to him, but that's just another fact entirely.

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The Doctor turns around and stares at her, half incredulous. "But," he says, in a very small voice, "I've got a time machine."

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Amy gives him a smirk, her fingers touching his upper arm. "You won't mind me with my arms around you while you pilot, then? Because I rather liked it on horseback."

Oh, Amy.

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The Doctor colours -- actually flusters for a second or two, like a pigeon with its feathers all out of order -- and then holds up a finger. "Saving history first," he says, as if laying down the ground rules, "all other considerations..." his smile grows, a charming line "..later."

He bumps inside the TARDIS and hops up onto the platform, shaking the sandwich baggie out of his jacket pocket. 'Thing about interplanetary mold, you have to be quite careful with it -- especially when it's the aggression-invoking kind. The Doctor finds a pair of thick rubber gloves from under the console, as well as a pair of welder's goggles, and sets about quarantining the sandwich.

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Amy laughs, and it's the silvery sound of a girl who knows she'll get what she wants - eventually - and that patience is a beautiful virtue. She can handle anything, especially since now they are together. Being together, with all of space and time before and behind you is an entrancing thing.

She trails her hand across the console and tilts her head to regard the sandwich, though keeping a bit of a distance. It's no secret what he said before, about this being an aggression-invoking sort of mold. She believes him to be right, and the last thing she wants to do is fall victim to it.

"Do you have any idea where it came from?"

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"Hm?" The Doctor looks up. 'Peels up his goggles. "Sorry, couldn't hear you." Ridiculous, because he's not wearing any protective earwear; the Doctor tends to forget where his ears are, apparently. "Oh, where it came from? No idea. The only planets I know of with a sentient mold like this are galaxies -- no, light years -- away. Something must have crashed here. There's no way that this stuff could get here on its own."

He plops each eyepiece of the goggles over his face and extracts a long pair of tongs from the hardware case underneath the console. 'Takes the edge of the baggie in one gloved hand and peels back the zipper seal to get at the sandwich with the tongs.

"What do you think?" he asks, grinning ridiculously, his eyes like two big black saucers. "Do you think Sir Rorrick could be an alien?"

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"What? Sir Rorrick?" The idea is incredulous to Amy and her eyes widen in surprise. Could it be possible? There have been stranger things, maybe, but Amy isn't sure she wants to believe the knight who has professed some sort of feeling towards her could be an alien from another galaxy.

Then she realizes the irony of that statement and simply bites down on a smile.

"I didn't really take him as the alien type," she says, "but then again who am I to judge? You're the one with two hearts, what do you think?"

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"I think," the Doctor says very carefully, his face half turned away from her, "that you have a history of strange alien fanciers and that it would not be an incredible leap of logic if there was..." the light flashes briefly across the smoked glass of his goggles "...one more added to that list."

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This intrigues Amy, and she leans forward with her arms folding across the console. "You fancy me?" A smile creeps at the corner of her lips, not at all displeased by the idea.

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"Careful," he warns, waving at the mold. "I was speaking about that fellow in Air-Paris, actually." But he looks troubled for a moment, his brow furrowing above the tops of his smoked lenses. Whom had he meant?

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"No, you weren't."

It's a bold statement, but Amy makes it and her eyes hold to his face. She's regarding him with her fierce, intense eyes, the ones that beg no argument.

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The Doctor looks up. He realizes that he looks ridiculous in the goggles, and peels them up his forehead. There are pink pressure welts all around his eyes. His smile folds a little bit.

"Of course I like you. I don't travel with people I don't like."

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"There's a difference between liking and fancying," Amy says, noting the change in his face and making a memory of it. He's uncomfortable and she wishes he wasn't, but she wants to know the truth. It's an important answer to her.

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"And there's a difference between protons and electrons," the Doctor says, somewhat churlishly. He feels his face start to collect colour again, as he realizes that this was probably not the answer Amy was looking for. He shoots her a short, apologetic look. "I'm sorry, Amy. I'm just not very good at..." he licks his lips "...you know, any of that."

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"You're more than good enough at it." Her eyes move to his face and Amy suddenly realizes how close they are. Closer than they have been before, at that. "More than good enough for me." It's true, too. Amy isn't want for anything else, not that he can't give her.

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The mold is probably percolating beside them. 'Getting into their bloodstreams and hopping around like fleas. The Doctor suddenly feels very warm. He is aware that something has changed in the last five seconds, and he's not quite sure how to respond to it.

"Amy," he begins very quietly, but can't for the life of him think of how to follow it up.

He blinks. Looks away.

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Her palm is waiting, lifting to rest against his cheek. The pad of her thumb is tucking itself against the corner of his lips, and she doesn't quite care just what that'll mean. At least, not now. They are very close, and she likes that closeness.

"Don't start pulling away from me now," she says softly. "We've come too far for that."

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Her fingers are cool. He feels her nails (what colour are they today? lime green? magenta? peridot?) tickle the duck fluff at the back of his neck and, for a moment, he wants nothing more than to fold himself away with her somewhere, where they are safe and quiet together.

She doesn't understand, he thinks, because she doesn't know.

Yes, chimes that sinister voice in the back of his head, she doesn't know because you haven't told her. You haven't told her because part of you wants her for yourself. You're afraid she'll leave if she knows what she's missing.

"Amy, there's something I have to tell you. Before, on the battlements, when I was trying to get you to remember..."

Don't do this.

"...something about your travels with me. A thing you had forgotten."

You can have her if you want her. Just don't tell her.

"Something missing."

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This doesn't make any sense. Amy wants to draw away and tell him he's being barmy, because that conversation seems so very far away now. Everything seems far away, from where they are in this place and what's spinning quietly around them. Amy shakes her head, just once, a gentle motion.

"I'm not missing anything," she says quietly, her lips drifting a half inch higher. Her mouth grazes his cheek, then hovers there like a whispered secret.

"Got all I want here. Nothing's missing."

Or is it? The thought comes from some weird place that she doesn't have a name for, but she doesn't want to think about it now. Instead, she'd be much happier to just..be here. With him.

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Let it go, old man. Old, tired Time Lord. Don't you think it's about time that you started getting what you want? Social martyrdom is so dull.

The Doctor puts up his fingers and touches the underside of her jaw, gently turning her lips away from his cheek. He stands at the console, head bowed, raking his lips between his teeth. "Something is," he says, "only you don't remember what it is." He lowers his voice. "If only you could remember him."

Oh great. Now you've done it.